显然她令人反胃 She was definitely a turnoff.
太过了 Too overt.
瞧瞧她 Look at her.
明显的问题少女 Obviously big problems.
女孩子们不会荡秋千时 I mean, most girls don't fly through the air
穿着那么短的裙子 with their skirt around their waist.
女超人都会体面地穿上打底裤 Supergirl at least had the decency to wear tights.
不是我经常看漫画 Not that I read comics.
我是那种热心于政治, 环保 I'm more the politically, environmentally correct,
女权, 诗歌的类型 feminist, poetry-reading type.
你们懂的 You know...
无聊的人 boring.
我想知道她穿那件夹克是不是为了招摇过市 I wonder if she posed for that painting.
漂亮的烫卷发 Great perm.
金色的 Blond hair.
当然是漂染的 Obvious bleach job.
不过也就只能维持半年 Too bad it's six months old.
我不知道她是怎么做到的, I don't know how she does it.
我即使在跷跷板的半空中都会犯晕 I mean, I get airsick on a seesaw.
她长得还可以 I guess she's sort of beautiful.
也许吧, 她的嘴唇 I don't know. Those lips.
往往嘴唇能够折射 You know, lips are supposed to be a perfect reflection
女人的另一个部位 of another part of a woman's anatomy.
并不是说我是女同性恋 Not that I'm a lesbian.
好吧, 也许我是 Well, maybe I am.
不, 应该不是的 No, definitely not.
我跟我妈说我是, 只是为了吓吓她 I told my mother I was, just for shock value.
她说, "随你, 只要你不抽烟就行" She said, "Fine, just as long as you don't smoke."
这样子逗她是我人生中一种乐趣(抽烟是我的乐趣之一) Which, of course, is my main joy in life.
算是一种逞口舌之快(让我嘴巴不会无聊) Probably oral compensation.
我觉得我应该不是被母乳养大的 I don't think I was breastfed.
我不知道她为什么是这样 I can't imagine where she came from.
她和学校里的其他孩子... I mean, none of the other kids that go to my school
都不一样 are that scangie.
要是我们认识就好了 I really wish we could be friends.
快来看, 有条狗受伤了 Hey, a dog got hit! Come on!
What did he say?
A dog.
Ugh. Look.
也许该直接杀了它 Someone should just kill it.
它还有气 It's still breathing.
我天 Oh, God.
安静! You kids pipe down!
Hey, Johnny, wait up. Wait up.
校长办公室, 请稍等 Principal's office. Please hold.
请坐, 小姐 Take a seat in there.
它是贴的 It's a stick-on.
看 See?
我喜欢常春藤 I like the ivy.
十字架让我想到死亡, 常春藤意味着生命 Well, the cross makes me think of death, but the ivy is life.
有种悲剧和希望共存的感觉 Sort of the tragic and the hopeful, you know?
你的头发是怎么弄的? What did you do to your hair?
这是埃及图案 Oh, it's Egyptian.
很酷 Cool.
你为什么来校长室 So, what are you busted for?
我必须得保持平均绩点成绩 I gotta keep a certain grade-point average.
我生物学成绩下降了 I'm slipping in biology.
哦, 你是拿奖学金的人之一 Oh, you're one of those scholarship kids.
你这样说得好像 You make it sound like Jerry's Kids.
拿高分是一种病似的 It's not a disease.
抱歉 Oh, sorry.
会疼吗 Did it hurt?
这个? 不会, 他们用枪打的, 很快 Um, no. They used a gun. It was really quick.
但你能感觉到金属环穿过鼻子 But you've got this wire running through your nose.
它感觉就像个鼻屎 It feels like you have a booger.
那个用豪华轿车接你的老家伙是谁 Who's the old dude who picks you up in the pimpmobile?
是我爸爸 Oh, it's my dad.
正在犯中年危机 He's having a midlife crisis.
我叫Sylvie Cooper My name's Sylvie Cooper.
你为什么会被叫来校长室 So, Cooper, what did they nail you for?
我打电话到KTVM, 说要炸弹威胁 I phoned in a bomb threat to KTVM.
Wow.
你知道有个说社论的loser Yeah, you know that lame guy who does the editorials?
他说青少年荷尔蒙太不稳定 He said that teenagers are too hormonally imbalanced
不足以有资格拿驾照 to have driver's licenses.
应该提高到21岁 He said the age should be raised to 21.
他们怎么知道是你? Well, how did they know it was you?
Wait a sec.
我见过他, 他就是你爸爸 I've seen your dad. He is that guy.
就是那个电视上乱讲社论的神经病 That jerk on TV who does those tweaked editorials.
你打电话炸弹威胁你爸? You phoned in a bomb threat to your own father?
太棒了 Wow, that's great.
我说真的 No, I mean it.
我可以很确定 I'm gonna break this to you real slow.
你爸是个混蛋 Your dad's an asshole.
我得好好教训你, 随你 I ought to slap you good.
Okay.
你不能制造那种社会恐慌 You can't put 200 people out on a sidewalk
就因为你不喜欢一篇社论 just because you don't like an editorial!
他们这会想要辞了我, 你到底是站那边的 They're trying to get rid of me. Whose side are you on?
Sylvie, 你伤害到我了 Sylvie, you hurt me.
我不是故意的 I didn't mean to.
我很抱歉, 爸爸 I'm sorry, Dad.
不比我受的伤害 No more than me.
是我 I.
Hmm?
不比我受到的伤害 No more than I.
你被罚禁闭了 You're grounded.
有钱不看路的傻逼 You rich fuckhead!
我在看 I worked for it!
Hi.
车里好凉快 It's nice and cool in here.
我错过了我的巴士 Um, I missed my ride.
你们可以带我一脚到Olympic and Fairfax吗 Think you could you take me to Olympic and Fairfax?
No.
等一下 Just a sec.
爸爸, 她是我最好的朋友 Dad, she's my best friend.
那你犯事之前就应该学乖点 So why didn't you think of that before?
就这一次不行吗 Oh, come on. Just this once, please?
反正我之后永远都没法出门 And then I'll be grounded forever.
她叫什么名字? What's her name?
Ivy IVY-
好吧 Oh, great.
老天爷 Good Lord.
上来吧 Get in.
我会晕车, 能让我坐前面吗 I get carsick. Do you mind if I sit in the front?
当然可以 Sure.
谢谢 Thanks.
你的名字是Ivy Your name is Ivy.
你的嘴巴怎么了 Is something wrong with your mouth?
下颌关节紊乱综合症, 压力太大 Oh, TMJ. It's stress-related.
会让你头痛并且下颌僵硬 It gives you terrible headaches, makes your jaw stiff.
差点毁了Burt Reynolds Almost killed Burt Reynolds.
你要买避孕套吗 Oh, do you have to buy condoms, too?
不用, 我有一个含壬氧醇九的杀精剂 No, I've gotta get a spermicide with Nonoxynol-9 in it.
什么? What?
这是学校的项目作业, Oh, it's a school project, Dad.
有一位艾滋病患者演讲 This HIV-positive guy gave us a talk
谈到用避孕套的重要性 about not shooting up and using condoms.
不要滥交 It's not like we're supposed to screw around or anything.
我们要学会对此不要觉得尴尬 Uh, we're supposed to learn to not be embarrassed, you know?
不要担心, 我们结束了会上交的 Don't worry, Dad. We gotta turn everything in at the end.
拿好收据 Save the receipts.
妈的 Shit.
你去哪里了? Hey, where have you been?
罚禁闭 Oh, grounded.
你的另一只靴子呢 You lost your boot.
它们是我唯一的鞋了 It's my only pair.
到你了 Your turn.
不行 No way.
去吧 Way.
算了 Forget it.
你害怕了吗 Are you afraid?
No.
来吧, 我不会笑的 Come on. I won't laugh.
我得走了 I gotta go.
HEY-
嘿! 谁会在乎那条摆来摆去的绳子呢 Who cares about a stupid rope swing anyway?
你的真名叫什么 What's your real name?
我喜欢Ivy I like Ivy.
新的名字好像可以让人重生一次 It sort of gives me the chance to start over.
好漂亮 It's so beautiful.
从哪里弄到的? Where did you get it?
从我爸那里 From my Dad.
他一定很爱你 He must really love you.
他同时也觉得愧疚 Yeah, he also feels guilty.
我是领养的 I was adopted.
Oh.
我的亲生父亲是黑人 See, my biological father was black.
你从我的头发就可以看出来 You can tell by my hair.
我的妈妈是我的亲生母亲 My mom is my real mom...
后来Darryl娶了她 But, you know, when Darryl married her...
他就收养了我 he adopted me.
我敢肯定这是为了让她开心 I'm pretty sure it was to make her happy.
我想他是真的在乎你的 No, I think he really cares about you.
我爸哪都不让我去 My dad didn't want me anywhere around.
我一跟他说话他就生气 He'd get so pissed if you tried to talk to him.
他会朝我扔东西, 像是食物或者纸团子 He'd throw stuff at me, like food or spitballs.
Ugh.
你爸爸会读成人杂志吗 Your dad read Hustler?
我不知道 I don't think so.
我有一次经过他房间 Well, one day I went through his room,
and I found all this stuff,
那里好像有500本那样的杂志 and he had, like, 500 magazines
全是穿着高跟鞋的小妞 of the kind with the chicks in the high heels,
好像她们全都准备着 and, like, they like they look like they're ready for a... exam.
恶心, 走吧 Sordid. Come on.
我猜这就是为什么你打扮得那么性感 Hey, I bet that's why you look so sexy...
你想让你爸爸注意到你 so that your dad would notice you.
谢谢你, 医生 Thank you, Doctor.
-猜对了吗 -没 -So did it work? -Nope.
反正他总要走的 He left anyway.
我试图过自杀一次 I tried to commit suicide once. See?
-哪里? -这儿 -Where? -There.
以前看上去更糟糕 Used to be a lot worse.
我的头发盖住了吗 Oh, is my hair thing covered up?
嗯, 怎么了 Yeah. Why?
我爸妈 My parents.
我试着骗他们说这是女性潮流秃发 I tried to convince them that it was female pattern balding,
就是那个眼睛形状的花纹 you know, that my hair fell out in the shape of an eye,
但我猜他们并不相信 but I don't think they really bought it.
Whoa.
地方大了, 你总是没法注意到其他人 Um, it's too big. You can never find anyone.
你怎么回家? So, um, how are you getting home?
搭便车 Hitch.
不是每个人家里都有梅塞德斯 Not everybody gets to go home in a Mercedes.
下次见 Maybe I'll see you around.
Uh...
我其实没有很多朋友 You know, I don't really have many friends.
我也是 Me neither.
好吧, 是没有朋友 Um, well, yeah, any friends.
大家都讨厌我 Yeah. Everybody hates me.
他们也都讨厌我 Oh, well, everybody hates me, too.
Um, so...
你要来我家吗 Do you want to come over?
Yeah.
我们得小点声 We kind of have to be quiet.
我妈妈经常卧床睡觉, 她得了肺气肿 My mom sleeps a lot. She's got emphysema.
Oh.
我认为这是想引起别人的注意 Yeah, well, I think it's to get attention.
她的生命只用来流逝了 She spends her life dying.
你有酒吗 Do you got any booze?
我爸有 -No. My dad... glug, glug, glug. -Oh.
Fred, 安静, 嗨, 狗狗 Fred, quiet!
Hi, PUPPY-
它只喜欢我, 真是奇怪的忠诚 Oh, um, he really only likes me. It's this weird loyalty thing.
-家教? -是的 -You home? -Uh, yeah.
他们取消了 They canceled.
学前教育 Head Start.
我一周会有几次教城内的几个小孩子阅读课 I teach reading a couple nights a week to some inner city kids.
Fred, no!
对你来说很白人了 Well, that's mighty white of you.
瞧瞧 Watch it.
这太棒了 Wow, this is great.
Shh!
抱歉 Sorry.
我喜欢钢琴 I like pianos.
我如果要自杀, 我会选择跳楼 If I was to kill myself, I'd like to fall,
只要闭上我的眼睛, 假装我是在飞 just close my eyes and pretend I was flying.
最后摔个血肉模糊 Yeah, with a big splat at the end.
你不会感觉到的 Well, you wouldn't feel it.
但路人都会看到的 Yeah, but everybody'd stand around looking at your insides.
但总比割腕快多了 Yeah, well, it's a lot faster than slashing your wrists.
Who slashed their wrists?
这是我妈妈, Georgie Oh, Ivy, this is my mom Georgie.
嗨 Hi there, Georg...
她告诉你她割腕了? Did she tell you she slashed her wrists?
噢, Sylvia Oh, Sylvia.
我马上回来 I'll be right back.
Hand me the Percodan.
你永远都不会停止你的测试是吗 You never stop testing, do you?
什么样的女孩会想留下这样的印象 What kind of girl is impressed by suicide?
我喜欢她 I like her.
她的鼻子有一个洞 She has a hole in her nose.
很多女孩都有 Yeah, well, a lot of girls do.
让它开着 Leave it open.
今晚可能会下雨 It's supposed to rain tonight.
那就开大一点 Then open it wider.
我认为你会觉得尴尬 I'd think you'd be embarrassed.
什么? What?
迟早会被发现你一直都在说谎 Getting caught lying all the time.
你也跟她说了你是个黑人? Did you tell her you're black, too?
你是不想让我有任何朋友吗 You don't want me to have any friends, do you?
那些因为你的谎言才跟你玩的 People you have to lie to so they like you
他们不值得 aren't worth your friendship.
等我死了 Look, when I'm gone you...
你可以想放多大声的音乐就放多大声 you can play your music as loud as you want.
你爸爸也可以把这房间改成书房 Your dad can turn this room into a study
还可以把动物皮毛挂墙上 with leather chairs and dead animals on the wall,
但在此期间 but in the meantime,
你不能跟那个女孩玩. you are not gonna hang out with a girl
她背上有个裸体女人拿着把剑 who has a naked woman with a sword on her back.
你觉得男孩子会怎么说这样的姑娘 What do you think that says to the boys?
"试试她, 兄弟, 否则我把你阉了" "Try it, buddy, and I'll cut your dick off"?
我是个麻烦是么 I'm causing a problem, right?
-好吧 -等等 -It's okay. -Wait.
我觉得你妈妈不会想让我在这里 Look, I don't think your mom wants me here right now.
但我要你在这 Yeah, well, I want you here, and she's sick,
她病了, 有时候会胡言乱语 and sometimes it makes her act a little bit crazy.
她只是关心你 She just cares about you.
我们学校见吧 Maybe I'll see you at school.
你也在Oakhurst念书吗 Do you go to Oakhurst, too?
是的, 她拿奖学金的 Um, yeah. She has a scholarship.
我知道, 那地方不像是我这样能去的 I know. I'm kind of out of place there.
我总是格格不入 I'm always out of place...
尤其是在这里 especially here.
你家真的很漂亮 Your home is really beautiful.
Coop是第一个我在城里能说上话的 And Coop's the first girl I've met in the city
that I can talk to.
她是一个善良的人 She's a good person.
它塞住了 It's blocked.
你住在哪里? So where do you live?
我的婶婶给我提供住宿, 她能拿到酬劳 Um, well, my aunt gets money for letting me stay there.
我明白了 I get the picture.
我来吧 Here. Let me.
你在做什么 What are you doing?
气体不多了 It was too low.
再试试吧 Try it now.
难道你不害怕吗? Aren't you afraid?
怕什么? Of what?
染上死亡 Catching death.
妈 Oh, Mom.
能量不灭 Energy never dies.
它只是改变了形式 It just changes form.
Yeah, well...
如果你已经准备好改变形式 you see if you're ready to change form
在你38岁的时候 when you're 38 years old.
我妈妈是40岁的时候去世的 Well, my mom died in her forties...
但她在真正去世之前就已经死去了 but she was dead way before that.
她只是假装活着 She only pretended to be alive.
她经常吸食可卡因 She was so coked out all the time,
看着窗外 looking out windows.
到处都是找她的警察或者欠账的毒贩 Every shadow was a cop or a dealer she owed.
她总是问我有没有听到什么 She was always asking if I heard noises.
每次我触碰她, 她都会退缩 And she flinched every time I touched her.
即使是一个拥抱 Even for a hug.
我猜即使下雨你也会穿着短裙开车 I bet you drove it with the top down even in the rain.
美好年华 Best time.
我希望在我死前 I hope that when I die...
我也能拥有一辆跑车 I'll have owned a sports car...
有一个家庭 had a family...
一个家 a home.
我妈妈死的时候 My mom died an old lady
是一个从没穿过直身短裙但已老去的女人 who never did anything with the top down.
穿上直身短裙活一天 Well, one day with the top down
也比一辈子困在盒子里好 is better than a lifetime in a box.
Groucho说他不会参加任何俱乐部 Groucho said he wouldn't belong to any club
那些想招他为会员的 that would have him as a member.
我知道他的意思, 但我和Ivy是不同的 I know what he meant, but with Ivy it was different.
她的接纳不会让我不那么顾虑她 Her acceptance didn't make me think less of her.
反而会让我更多地考虑自己 It made me think more of me.
最开始, 我们只是到处闲逛, 购物 At first we just wandered around, shopped.
我们渐渐发展出一种不言而喻的社会分工 We developed an unspoken division of labor:
她买东西, 我付钱 She bought, I paid.
我有了第一条贴身红皮迷你裙 I got my first skintight red leather miniskirt.
当然, 不是我穿 Of course, it wasn't for me.
几个星期之后, Ivy搬来了 Over the next couple of weeks, Ivy sort of moved in.
似乎没有人在意 No one seemed to mind.
我的父母都习惯了她在附近 I guess my parents just got used to having her around.
Ivy的婶婶过世了 Ivy's aunt was in heaven.
她继承了钱, 我们家则收养了她 She kept the money, we kept Ivy.
妈妈很喜欢她 Mom really liked her.
Ivy的活力对她有好处 I think Ivy's energy was good for her.
妈妈说的没错 It's true, you know, what Mom said.
大多数人都认为死亡会传染 A lot of people think death is contagious.
Ivy则不同 Ivy's different.
她独特非凡 Pretty phenomenal, really.
我知道她看起来很放荡 I mean, I never knew anyone that looked that much like a slut.
但她是我最好的朋友 Here she was, my best friend.
-Ivy? -Yeah?
其实我并没有割过腕 I didn't really try to slash my wrists.
我只是在经过的时候 I was trying to go outside, and...
-没关系 -被玻璃门弄伤了 -It's okay. -I ran through the glass door.
Darryl其实是你的亲生父亲, 对吧? And Darryl is your real father, isn't he?
是的 I'm afraid so.
你看起来更像他 You look more like him.
没有别的意思 No offense.
没事 None taken.
我妈妈真的很漂亮, 是吧? My mom's pretty, huh?
很难得, 是吧? Rare, huh?
什么? Pardon?
天气这么好 Well, it's so clear.
其实我的屁股要冻僵了 I'm freezing my ass off.
我给你拿件外套吧 Want me to get a jacket for you?
毛衣? A sweater?
你在准备一个party? I hear you're having a party.
只是生意 No, it's just business.
Coop告诉我的 Yeah, Coop told me.
她想要证明她的荷尔蒙很平稳 She's looking forward to proving how hormonally balanced she is.
你打算怎么办? What are you going to do?
我没时间重新再涂一次 Well, I don't have time to paint them over.
别担心, 会褪色的 Don't worry. I'll get lost.
你可以把我的靴子递给我吗 Can you hand me my boots?
当然可以 Sure.
Um...
它们花了我150美金 Those cost 150 bucks.
150? Hundred and fifty?
Well, um...
这些应该够了 that ought to do it.
不用找了 You keep the change.
Hello?
Coop不在, 我是她朋友 Um, no. Coop's not here. This is her friend.
学前教育的Jim? Jim from Head Start?
我真的很佩服你们的贡献 I really admire your guys' dedication.
等等, 我看一下 Um, wait, I'll check.
16号? The 16th?
没问题, 她有空 Yeah, she's free.
没问题 No problem.
好的, 我会转告她 Okay, great. I'll tell her.
我正在把这事写在她的日历上 No, I'm writing it down on her calendar right now.
Okay. Bye.
转半圈 "Twist on one half-turn."
转多一点 More.
我是在按照说明进行 I'm following directions.
爸爸, 我发现妈妈房间的止痛药没了 Hey, Dad, I noticed the Percodan was out of Mom's room.
有没有速溶的? You got any instant?
浓缩咖啡, 黑咖啡之类 Espresso. Dark bean, healthy bean.
So what's next, Dad,
那么接下来, 你是不是要没收她的鞋带? 皮带? you confiscate her shoelaces and belt?
我的药呢? I want my pills back.
现在! Now!
我给你一颗 I'll get you one, honey.
我要那一整瓶, 那是我的 I want the goddamn bottle. They're mine.
lsabelle Isabelle!
把机器关了 Turn it off.
妈妈, 他只是想 Mom, he's only trying...
我如果想自杀, 他也阻止不了的 If I wanted to kill myself, he couldn't stop me.
Ivy, 你能扶我回房间吗 Ivy, would you take me to my room, please?
Whoa, whoa.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Coop.
我今天不想去学校 I don't want to go to school today.
让我们做一些会让我爸妈害怕的事情吧 Let's do something that'll make my parents cringe.
来吧 Come on.
你确定你21了吗 So you're sure you're 21 now?
22 Twenty-two.
你朋友多大 And how old's your friend?
-30 -30 -Thirty. -Thirty.
你们真漂亮 God damn, you ladies look fine.
-我们能不能换个音乐? -不行 -Could we change the music? -No.
它能让我集中精力 It helps me concentrate.
让他集中精力 Let him concentrate, Ivy.
是啊, 因为你是下一个 Yeah, 'cause you're next, honey.
不用了, 谢谢 No, thank you.
来吧 Oh, come on.
这样说 How about a little penis...
要让我伤心地萎了 that says down the shaft, "Plan ahead"?
为什么这么小? Why does the penis have to be so little?
它可是我的抢手货 It's one of my hottest sellers.
通常情况下女士们都很喜欢 Usually the ladies like 'em between their breasts.
你肯定杀过毒了? You sure that's sterile?
肯定的 You bet.
来吧, Coop, 要不要也来艺术一把 Come on, Coop. How about a little artsy one?
那样我们会看上去像姐妹一样, 亲生的姐妹 It'll be like we're sisters, like blood sisters.
那倒是, 如果我不会因为感染而死, 我爸倒会杀了我 Yeah, if the infection didn't kill me, my clad would.
你刚说你30呢 Hello? I thought you said you were 30.
怎么回事 What's happening?
她有一些家庭烦恼 She's having a little problem leaving home.
哪个更重要? 死亡还是友谊? Come on, what's more important, death or friendship?
求你了 Please.
我不是那个类型 Look, I'm just not the type.
那是什么意思? Well, what's that supposed to mean?
什么都没有 Nothing.
但我是? 低等人? Oh, but I am? Low-class?
你这个有钱的小贱人 You rich little bitch,
就玩玩你们的"社会接受范围内的反叛" with your socially acceptable rebellion.
我只是你另一个行善接济对象是吗? What am I, just another one of your inner city charity cases?
非常抱歉 Gee, I'm so sorry.
什么? What?
你不用教我念书 That you don't have to teach me to read.
你一定很伤心 Must break your heart.
去你的 Fuck you, Ivy.
你知道吗? 你连等级都没有 You know what? You don't have any class.
事实就是, 你看起来像个荡妇 As a matter of fact, you look like a slut.
Coop, 等等 Coop, wait.
我需要40块钱付给他 I need 40 bucks to pay this guy.
我身上没钱 I don't have any money.
你为什么不给他做个口活, Well, why don't you just suck his dick?
没准他还能打个折 Maybe he'll give you a deal.
信用卡能用吗 You take American Express?
No.
Goodbye.
我不认为她是30 I don't think she's 30.
闭嘴 Oh, Shut...
Shut up.
IVY-
里头有一张是100的 One of those bills is a hundred.
这张吗 This one?
是, 还给我 Yeah. I need it back.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
怎么样? What about?
我是个混蛋 I'm the asshole.
但你还是我最好的朋友 Yeah, but you're still my best friend.
至死不渝 Till death.
太美好了 That's beautiful.
走开 Get away.
天哪 -Oh, my God. -Yuck.
And the forecast for today,
-tonight and tomorrow... -Ow.
...in the city and outlying areas, cool, cool, cool...
巴士车呢 Where's the fucking bus?
我不需要他妈的巴士 I don't need no fucking bus.
我也不需要奔驰私家车 I don't need no Mercedes.
我掌控我自己的命运 I'm in charge of my own fate.
从街上滚回来 Get the hell off the street!
Fuck.
街上有毒贩人们就没法安全 Because the only people safe there are the drug dealers.
非常重要 Cosmic.
他妈的, 我们走吧 Whatever happened to your freedom?
-Fuck, let's get out of here. -They're armed.
他们的火力比警察还厉害 They have more firepower than the police department.
-你们去哪里? -回家 -Where are you going? -Home.
来吧 Come on.
晕车小姐 Carsick.
谢谢 Thank you.
我会告诉你一件事 Well, I'll tell you one thing.
孩子们在这里学习公制 The kids are learning the metric system here.
公斤, 克, 诸如此类 Kilos, grams, that sort of thing.
我们已把自己陷入监狱 We're in jail, and we have put ourselves in jail,
而那些本该进监狱的人 while the people who should be behind bars
他们却在街上闲荡 are free on the streets.
这是我的真心话 This has been A Piece of My Mind.
我是Darryl Cooper I'm Darryl Cooper.
KTVM总经理, 谢谢 General manager, KTVM. Thank you.
搞定 And we're clear.
可以给我一杯橙汁和几片阿司匹林 Can I get a juice, a couple aspirin?
我似乎总是这样 I always seem to be looking at life...
从错的一面看着窗户里面 from the wrong side of the window.
也许我也该漂白我的头发, 改变人生 Maybe I should bleach my hair, change my life, you know?
白金色 Platinum.
你只是稍微中性了一点 I think you'd look like a little scangie ho.
我是一个怪胎 I'm a geek.
你很美 You're beautiful.
是么 Really?
我发誓 I promise.
你觉得我会有一对大胸吗 Do you think I'll ever have big tits?
不是有种说法卷发女生胸都比较大 I mean, girls with curly hair usually have big tits,
don't they?
晚开的花总是最美的 Well, late bloomers always turn out best anyhow.
别刻意安慰我了 Don't patronize me, Ivy.
我不是在刻意安慰你 I'm not patronizing you.
我在爱你 I'm loving you.
你爱我吗? You love me?
我爱你 Hove you.
我也爱你 Well, I love you too.
走吧 Let's go.
FBI会忘记那个炸弹威胁的 The FBI is gonna forget about the bomb threat.
他们估计是些孩子的恶作剧 They figured it was some kid.
没人知道是谁 Nobody knows whose.
我是不是老了 Do I look older?
什么? What?
这些 This is...
是我的所有了, 我没法重头再来 all I have. I can't start over.
Darryl...
你现在可是坐拥这半个江山的人呐 you must own half the Valley by now.
你不用一定要工作啊 What do you need a job for?
这个party能派上用场吗 Is this party gonna help?
他们会吃你的食物喝你的酒 They're gonna eat your food, drink your booze...
做他们早就想做的 and do whatever they already decided to.
Yeah.
你到底在烦恼什么 What's really bothering you?
试着跟我说说吧 Try it.
说点什么 Say something.
她答应她永远不会离开我 She promised she'd never leave me.
但现在她连我爱你都痛苦地说不出口 Now she can barely breathe enough to say "I love you."
如果没有她我该怎么办 What am I without her?
Mom!
Sylvie?
你在干什么?! What were you doing up there?
没什么 Nothing.
让我自己呆着吧 Just leave me alone.
Mom.
什么 What?
没什么 Nothing.
亲爱的 Honey.
我能做 我的意思是 Can't I, like... I mean...
有没有什么我能给你做的 Isn't there anything that I can do?
会让你感觉好点的? Like anything to make you feel better?
为什么我需要你那么做? Why?
因为我有空 Because I have a blank spot in my schedule.
你觉得呢 I mean, what do you think?
我这么看着你一直都感觉很痛苦, 我又不知道该做些什么 I feel bad all the time, and I don't know what to do.
你相信上帝吗? Do you believe in God?
我累了 I'm tired, okay?
但我想知道 Yeah, well, you know, I'd like to know.
-别现在 -那什么时候 -Not now. -When?
求你了 Please.
你生病了, 而且你不知道你的信仰 You're sick, and you don't know what you believe?
我只知道我感觉糟透了 I know I feel like shit.
我只知道 I know that the idea of taking a breath without pain
要是有一秒的呼吸不会带着疼痛就好了 sounds like heaven...
而当你死了, 就不用呼吸了 and when you're dead, you don't breathe...
所以 SO...
我只是累了 I'm just tired.
Whoa.
想不到啊 Phenomenal.
我就是 I..-
就是什么 Can explain?
我喜欢那种解释不清楚的东西 I like fuzzy things.
像是诱人的桃子、几维鸟、女主人的雪球 Like peaches, and kiwis, and Hostess Snowballs.
我喜欢这样的你 I like you like this.
I think it makes you look...
我觉得这让你更加有人情味 -Ivy, I have... -...more like a person.
你可知当我第一次看到你时 You know, when I first met you...
我以为我会被你吓傻 ...I thought I was gonna be intimidated by you.
从来没有遇见过这样这么吓人的 Never met anybody on TV before.
但现在 But now...
你更加有亲切感了 you're more real.
See?
我觉得给你包扎的肯定是忘了向给它吻一下 I bet whoever bandaged it forgot to do that.
天呐, 有人到早了, 快告诉我爸 Oh, my God, someone's early. Tell Dad.
詹姆斯? James.
谁死了吗 Well, who died?
-你来干什么? -还是穿上裤子吧 -What are you doing? -Put some pants on.
孩子们都来了 I got a van full of kids outside.
大部分都不用发音表就能开始, 我们走吧 Most of them don't need the keys to get it started.
We gotta get out of here. Let's go.
我得帮忙我爸的party I can't. I'm helping my dad with his party.
噢天呐 -What? -Oh, my God.
我肯定把日子弄混了 I must have gotten the days mixed up.
我跟他们说你今天有空 Coop, I said you could go.
给你30秒钟 Look, 30 seconds, and the Van's history.
我们得走了, Come on, we gotta get out of here.
这是怎么回事 What's going on here?
-你好, Cooper先生 -你好, James -Hi, Mr. Cooper. How are you? -Hi, James.
-怎么了? -你打算怎么办? -What's this? -What's it gonna be, Sylvie?
你知道的, 你怎么能这样? You knew. How could you do this?
我不知道 I don't know.
我今天很需要她 I was counting on her help here, James.
我答应过我爸爸 I promised my dad.
好吧 Great.
但因为她孩子们才来学校的 You know, she's the reason those kids are even in school now.
如果连她都不去, 那孩子们呢 If she doesn't show up, why should they?
嗯? Well?
也许我能帮上忙 Well, maybe I could help.
我可以帮客人们放外衣 I mean, I think I can handle taking people's coats
告诉他们洗手间的位置 and showing them where the bathroom is.
是我的错 Please. I feel so stupid.
让我弥补一下吧 Let me make it up.
我会打扮打扮的 I'll wear something nice.
你们会高兴的 You'll love me.
听上去不错 Sounds good.
爸爸, 我该怎么做? Dad, what should I do?
你去吧, 亲爱的 Go ahead, honey.
我们会看着办的 We'll figure it out.
不错啊, Bob Yeah. That's right. Bob.
我这样拼它, B-O-B But I... I spell it backwards. B-0-B.
天呐, 我希望他们快点开饭 God, I hope they serve dinner soon.
谁在乎呢? 我吃他们的事物有愧疚感 Who cares? I feel guilty eating his food.
Hey, kid. Over here.
谁会跟他说呢? Who's gonna tell him?
我以为他的孩子是黑发 I thought his kid had dark hair.
肯定是酒席承办人做的 Must be a caterer.
我想知道Georgie会来吗 I wonder if Georgie will make an appearance.
你觉得她会? 听说她病得越来越严重 Think she will? I heard she's getting worse.
你随时可以到我的party来工作 Oh, you can cater my party any time.
Max, 注意点 Max, behave yourself.
我知道 My fingers never left my hand.
记得他的妻子吗 His wife, remember? Maybe she's still alive.
你好, Cooper先生 Hello, Mr. Cooper.
想来点什么吗 Care for anything?
这... 裙子很适合你 That... dress fits you perfectly.
你看起来 You look...
漂亮? Beautiful?
差不多, 是的 Something like that, yeah.
Oh.
我差点忘了 I almost forgot.
你不能喝酒 You're not allowed.
我不是一个酒鬼 I'm not an alcoholic.
虽然我以前有这毛病 I used to have a drinking problem,
不过我没喝很久了 but since I don't drink anymore...
这个没关系 this is okay.
亲爱的, 我真高兴你醒了, 我 Honey, I'm glad you're awake. I...
你看上去真漂亮 You look nice.
我真蠢 How stupid of me.
我真是太蠢了 What a dumb, sick jerk I've been.
亲爱的, 你冷静点, 那是 Honey, quiet. Now, there's...
那是一个你怕我会毁了的party Which little party are you afraid of me ruining?
大家都回家了 Everybody's gone home. It's okay.
我当时太高兴Sylvie终于有了一个... 朋友 I was so happy that Sylvie had found a... little friend.
亲爱的 Honey.
离我远点 Get away from me.
我想你们可能想来点 I thought you both could use this.
滚出去 Get out.
我真是太傻了 I feel so stupid.
我不该穿你的衣服 I shouldn't have worn your clothes.
大家都说我看起来像你, 他又是那么想你 Everybody said I look like you, and he misses you so much.
我想他到厨房是来哭的 I think he came into the kitchen to cry.
然后我看到了他, 抱着他安慰他 And I saw him, and I put my arms around him.
我以为我做对了 It seemed right.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
没关系 It's okay.
他不喝酒 He doesn't drink.
对 Oh, right.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
Fred? Fred?
狂野派对 Wild party.
Fred?
我知道因为一条狗产生的嫉妒很可笑 I know it's stupid to be jealous about a dog.
可能因为我太自卑了 It's probably because I have low self-esteem.
关于Fred讨厌除了我以外的人类的事实 The fact that Fred hated every human except me...
真的意味着什么 really meant something.
我爸爸从来没给过我什么真货 My father never gave me anything real.
我想也许当你接受一段友谊的时候 I guess you give up certain things
就得放弃掉一些事物 when you take on a friendship.
来吧, Fred Come on, Fred.
我知道你想要一点我这里的额外零食 I know you want some of my special treats.
他们没给过你吧 No one else gives you any, do they?
你爱我, 不是吗? You love me, don't you?
有效吗 So, did it work?
什么? What?
派对 The party.
让我来告诉你关于所谓的派对 Well, let me tell you about parties.
他们吃你的喝你的 People eat your food, drink your booze,
为所欲为 and do what they're gonna do anyway.
Have you seen Fred?
Hmm?
Um...
我还是去学校吧 I better get to school.
Oh, no.
老天 Jesus.
你在我妈妈的车里干什么 What the hell are you doing in my mom's car?
我找到了钥匙 I found the key.
它不是你的, 滚出去 It's not yours. Get out. Get out.
我又没干什么 God, I wasn't doing anything.
被碰我的狗 And leave my goddamn dog alone.
你疯了吗 You're kidding.
你以为我妈妈的东西都是你的吗 Gee, all my mom's stuff seems to fit you fine.
又不是我偷来的 Look, I didn't steal anything.
她说我能借着穿的 She said I could borrow some stuff.
你不是我的朋友, 而我的狗是一个叛徒 Yeah, well, you're not my friend, and my dog's a traitor.
那不是真的 That's not true.
哦, 是吗 Oh, really?
那它就突然换主子了? Well, suddenly he seems to think that he's yours.
胡说 Bullshit.
那我们来试试吧, 你站到那里去 All right, let's find out. Stand over there.
你知道吗 You know what this is?
去你的! Fuck you with a limp dick!
过去! Do it.
站过去! Go! Do it!
-真是太蠢了 -叫它 -God, this is so stupid. -Call him.
叫啊 Do it!
过来 Here, boy.
Fred.
继续叫它 Go ahead. Keep calling him.
Fred. Oh, Fred.
他妈的, Fred, 我在叫你 God damn it, Fred. I called you.
Fred, 过来 Fred, come here.
不, Fred, 过来我这里 No, Fred. Come here.
不, Fred, 过来这里 No, Fred. Come here.
Fred, 我在叫你 Fred, I called you.
过来, Fred Come here, Fred.
Fred, 你快点给我滚过来 Fred, get your fuzzy ass over here.
干得漂亮 That's a good boy.
去你的, Fred Fuck you, Fred.
给你, 这个不是你妈借我的 Here. Here's something your mother didn't loan me.
Hi, Ivy.
我... 早下班了 I... got off work early.
我想了一下 I figured, what the hell...
干嘛不来接姑娘们回家呢 give the girls a ride.
Coop不在这儿 Coop's not here.
Oh.
Well, uh...
那你呢 you want a ride?
Darryl, 你把我的书带回去吧 Look, Darryl, why don't you just give my books a ride home?
我想走路 I feel like walking.
上车 Get in.
你不是我的爸爸 You're not my father.
是的, 我不是 That's right. I'm not.
Oh, no.
哦不, 我不能 I just can't...
你已经做过了 You already did.
还记得昨晚上吗 Remember last night?
我可以叫停 I can stop.
那就在这里停吧 Okay. How about right here?
停车 Stop.
下车 Get out.
你听到了 You heard me.
我伤到你了吗? I hurt you?
是"听" Heard me.
我以为你说, 我伤到你了 I thought you said "hurt me."
我没有 No, I didn't.
那我伤到你了吗 Did I hurt you?
Ivy...
我可以接受这个 I can handle this.
Wow.
你有钥匙 You have a key.
我不知道我该不该进来 I didn't know if I should use it.
对于狗的事情我很抱歉 Look, I'm really sorry about your dog.
我没有养过狗 I've never had one,
我以为把它当成我的是一种乐趣 and it was sort of fun pretending he was mine.
它最爱你 He likes you best.
我很抱歉, 不会再发生了 I'm sorry. It won't ever happen again.
你弹得那首是什么曲子? By the way, what was that record you were playing?
反应过头了, Ivy Okay, Ivy, don't overdo it.
-Hi. -Hi.
你有时会想到了结, 是吗 You think about it sometimes, don't you?
有时 Sometimes.
妈妈? Mom?
我从不觉得我妈妈会自杀 I never thought my mom would really do it.
她威胁着说过, 但我不相信她 She threatened, but I didn't believe her.
她一定是真的心灰意冷了 She must have really hurt.
她第一次犯病的时候, 我还以为她是开玩笑的 When she first got sick, I thought she was faking.
我曾经因为她而感到尴尬 I was embarrassed by her.
这让我生气 It made me angry.
她和她的氧气瓶 This little oxygen bottle she carried with her...
我们在超市的时候, 她就把它拔出来 We'd be at the supermarket, and she'd pull it out.
呼 吸 呼 吸 Hiss, suck. Hiss, suck.
我想杀了她 I wanted to kill her.
也许, 如果我不那么自私的话 Maybe if I hadn't been so selfish...
如果我可以告诉她我爱她 maybe if I could have told her I loved her...
也许现在会有所不同 maybe things would be different now.
让它开着 Leave it open.
门 The door.
让它开着吧 Leave it open.
你在我妈妈的床上 You're in my mother's bed.
你好像需要独处 You looked like you needed to be alone.
来吧 Come here.
上来吧, 没关系 Come here. It's okay.
和我说说话吧 Talk to me.
这很奇怪 This is weird.
我想跟她说话 I wanted to talk to her, you know?
在她去世之前和她聊聊 Tell her stuff before she died.
跟我说吧 Tell me.
什么? What?
假装我是她 Pretend I'm her.
来吧, 假如我是你的妈妈 Come on. I'm your mom.
我不知道该说些什么 I don't know what to say.
有什么是不能对我说的吗 Well, what couldn't you say to me?
假装我是Georgie Come on. I'm Georgie.
But...
我嫉妒你 I was jealous of you.
当你走进一个房间 When you walked into a room...
人们闭嘴站在那里盯着你看 people shut up and stared.
我很高兴你生病了 I was glad when you got sick.
我以为终于轮到我了 I thought I would finally have my turn...
但我错了 but I was wrong.
一切都是你的 Everything was for you.
没有什么是留给我的 There was nothing left for me.
我不相信, Sylvie I don't buy it, Sylvie.
你从来不怕惹我生气 You were never afraid to get angry at me.
那很容易看出来 That was easy and obvious.
你有什么不能说? What couldn't you say?
什么是你不能说的? 你在害怕什么? What were you afraid to say?
我爱你 Hove you.
这个计划是由联邦政府支持的 The plan that's federally supported...
以减轻债务负担 would ease the debt burden...
并控制高额的医药成本 and control the soaring cost of medicine...
使医疗保健可以服务更多人 making health care more readily available
那些最需要它们的人 to those who need it most:
小企业 small businesses...
独立承包商 independent contractors...
和失业者 and the unemployed.
这是一个耻辱 It's a shame that in a country...
这到底什么情况? What the hell is this?
强硬的方式去解决 It's a tough way for you to find out...
他们以为他们在干什么 What do they think they're doing?
我不知道 I don't know.
我给你打过电话 I mean, I... I tried to call you.
对不起 I'm sorry, Darryl.
我是Brad Daly, KTVM总经理 This is Brad Daly, general manager of KTVM...
下次再见 in touch with you.
我们去兜风吧 Hey, COOP-
Let's go for a drive...
我们三个人 all three of us.
我们三个? All three of us?
我们不该这样做 We shouldn't be doing this.
这是我们对她的一种最后的仪式 It's completion.
最后的纪念, 她会喜欢的 A final memorial, the kind she would have liked.
我只是觉得 -I just feel like, I mean... -Look.
它是你道别的机会 It's your chance to say good-bye...
也是我的 and mine, too.
等会儿可能下雨 Well, they say it might rain.
希望无处不在 One can always hope.
你确定你会开车吗? Are you sure you can drive?
对啊, 这是自动挡的对吧 Yeah. This is an automatic, right?
我开玩笑的 I'm just kidding.
我以前在我妈状态很差劲的时候开车载她回家过 I used to have to drive my mom home when she was too blasted.
慢点 Slow down!
我以为你真的会开车 I thought you could drive.
以前开车是在洲际公路上, 没有弯路的 Well, it was on an interstate. All straight, no turns.
难道你不应该隔一阵子换挡吗 Aren't you supposed to shift that thing
every once in a while?
忘了吧 Okay, forget shifting.
真奇怪 It's so weird.
什么? What?
Some... like...
一个人最后只剩那小小的罐子 A whole person ending up in something so small.
看路! Watch it!
Whoa!
抱歉 Sorry.
我还是什么都别说好了 I'm not gonna say anything.
那是什么? What is that?
什么? What?
这首歌 That song.
你在说什么? What are you talking about?
你刚刚哼的 You were just humming.
怎么了 So?
你从哪里听来的? So where'd you hear it?
我不知道 I don't know.
我知道, 那是我写的 I do. I wrote it.
我爸在她生日的时候把它录下来送给了她 Dad recorded it for Mom for her birthday.
你在她房间听到的 You heard it in her room.
所以呢? So?
所以 So...
她那天早上播了这首歌 she was playing it that morning.
天呐 Oh, my God.
你当时在那里 You were there.
她对你说了什么 What did she say to you?
Ivy!
她当时正要自杀 Come on! She was about to kill herself.
她一定说了些什么 She must have said something.
你为什么不告诉我她说了什么 Why won't you tell me what my mother said?
停车! 我想知道! Please stop!
Say it! I want to hear you say it!
你这是在指控我什么吗?! Are you accusing me of something?
为什么? 难道你做了什么吗? Why, did you do something?
为什么每个人到最后都来怪我! Everybody always ends up blaming me!
我以为你不一样, I thought you were different!
我们是朋友 I thought that we were real friends!
Look out!
Dr. Shay, report to the on-call cardiologist...
Cooper先生? Mr. Cooper?
我知道你可能想掐死她 I know you probably feel like strangling her,
但你必须忍住 but you're gonna have to hold off.
她头部受伤了 She's had a head injury.
有位护士说, 她一直出现幻觉 One of the nurses said she's been hallucinating,
so I definitely want to keep her here
我想最好留院观察几天 for at least a couple of days.
进去吧, 护士10分钟后进来 Have fun. Nurse is gonna chase you out in about ten minutes.
-Okay. -I'm sorry.
都是Ivy干的 Everything is Ivy.
是她做的 -She did it. -Shh.
Dad.
这是什么 What the hell is this?
爸爸, 这是真的 Dad.
That's real.
她在哪里? Dad, she...
Where is she?
这简直难以置信 This is unbelievable.
我不想让她继续住在我们家了 I don't want her at the house anymore.
你发什么神经? What the hell's the matter with you, Sylvie?
她杀了妈妈 She killed my mother.
妈妈是自杀的 Your mother committed suicide.
你差点害死你自己, 你也差点杀了你的朋友 You almost killed yourself. You almost killed your friend.
我? ! Me?
谁开的车? 谁拿走了你母亲的骨灰盒? Ivy! Who drove the car? Who took your mother's urn?
Ivy!
别撒谎了 Oh, stop it. Just stop the lying, will you?
-我没说谎 -我知道是你开的车 -I'm not lying. -I know you were driving.
她把你也骗了, 对吗? She's gotten to you, too, hasn't she?
够了 That's enough.
明早见 I'll see you in the morning.
Charla, 828号房 Oh. Hey, Charla, room 828, OK?
我们应该给这些安上发动机 We ought to put motors on these things.
衣服不错 Nice outfit.
是你自己的血吗 Did you do the blood yourself?
-谢谢 -保重 -Thanks. -Take care.
穿得开心 And enjoy the duds.
我自己偷来的 I stole them myself.
我的天哪, 是Sylvie Oh, my God. It's Sylvie.
Sylvie;
妈的 Shit!
我能找到她 I can find her.
你弄疼我了! Ow! You're hurting me!
是你开的车 You were driving.
她逼我开的 She made me.
-她什么? -她逼我开的! -She what? -Made me!
我在保护你 I was protecting you.
车险 The car insurance.
她开车才能赔钱 Isn't it better if Coop's driving?
我得找到她 I got to find her.
你连路都没法好好走 -You can't even walk! -Aw, Jesus.
回去, 我去找她 Stay inside, and I'll find her.
你不许动 You just stay put.
留在这里 Just stay.
妈妈? Mom?
我想告诉你一些事情 I've got to tell you something.
我爱你 Hove you.
你杀了她 You killed her.
她想死 She wanted to die.
我们终于可以在一起了 We can all be together now.
我们可以成为一个家庭 We can all be a family.
去你的! Fuck you!
我可以拉你一起下去 I can take you with me.
我仍然在想她 I still think about her.
我想我仍然爱她 I guess I still love her.
她可能一直都, 比我还要孤独 She might have been even more alone than I was.
我想她 I miss her.